because I was tired
because I was doubtful
and you get the idea
it took a bunch of other
human beings who pulled
me back — not on the track,
life is too complex to make it into a linear journey
they pulled me back into the process of seeing them — seeing beyond my lies that “no one understands”
it is ok, dear.
now I know for myself that pain pulls us within. makes us blind.
you are ok, dear.
this is why there are more of us.