I crashed.

because I was tired

because I was doubtful

insecure

confused

hurt

and you get the idea

it took a bunch of other

insecure

confused

hurt

human beings who pulled

me back — not on the track,

life is too complex to make it into a linear journey

they pulled me back into the process of seeing them — seeing beyond my lies that “no one understands”

it is ok, dear.

now I know for myself that pain pulls us within. makes us blind.

you are ok, dear.

this is why there are more of us.